Thursday, 22 October 2020

(R)evolution - Gary Numan


 I don't know if all bookworms are like this but when I was younger I went through distinct genre phases. In my 20s I went through an intense science fiction phase. And being of a somewhat obsessive nature and a completeist, once I found an author I liked I devoured everything they’d written. For a while I gorged on Asimov. Then....... I discovered Philip K Dick. His work just knocked me sideways.

As well as being a book lover I am also a music lover.  It was always a balancing act as to whether I read a book or listened to an album. In the late 70s I heard the most amazing song called "Are Friends Electric?”. What absolutely astounded me was listening to it made me think of Philip K Dick's writing. It was as if somebody had put lyrics and music to that incredible dystopian, futuristic atmosphere that pervades his books. And so I simply had to find out who this incredible artist was. And it was Gary Numan. 




I never looked back. From that day forward I became a fan. I bought all his music. It was as if I was having his music fed intravenously into me. I joined the fan club that his mum ran. I had posters. I had T-shirts. I had badges. OCD? Moi? And I read in an interview that he cited Philip K Dick as an influence. For some reason that made me ecstatic and more of a fan, if that was possible.

But the one strange thing was that I never got to see Gary perform live. It was one of those weird synchronicities of life. Circumstance. Finance. Location. It just never happened. The closest I got was a colleague’s son who saw him at one of the Wembley shows and reported back to me in glowing terms, making me incredibly envious.

And if synchronicity played a part in preventing me seeing Gary perform live it also played a part in enabling me to see him perform live! Somebody I'd known for years turned out to be a Gary Numan fan. It was one of those moments. To cut a long story short when Gary was booked to perform in my hometown that friend and I got tickets. Actually we got VIP tickets. The VIP ticket meant that we got to enjoy the pre show sound check and ………… meet Gary!

I don’t know if you can imagine how that feels? You’re going to meet somebody who has practically written the soundtrack of your life. A life that now extends for more decades than I care to admit. It was very exciting.

Me gazing up in awe and wonder at my hero

When it came to my turn to climb on the stage and talk to Gary I was feeling very nervous. What could I possibly have to say that could be of the slightest interest to somebody like him? But the most wonderful thing about Gary Numan is that it's like you’re talking to one of your mates. There is no pretension, nothing fake, nothing phoney. The thing that struck me was how open and honest a man he is.

And that really brings me to the point of this blog post! Gary's book. His autobiography. For reading it, it was as if Gary was right there beside me, talking to me. I could hear him recount the details of his creative and his personal life. And that same sense of openness and honesty runs through the entire book. The book really is an autobiography. Now that may sound like I’m stating the obvious but it starts with his birth and concludes with where he is now, in this Covid-19 world.

Sometimes a "celebrity" or the flavour of the month for whatever reason - TV, film, music, reality shows - they deem themselves entitled to write an autobiography.  Sometimes they are only in their 20s or 30s! I've always found myself curiously critical of this because I think to write an autobiography you have to have lived a life. Gary Numan has, and his book offers us in chronological detail his struggles, his successes, his doubts, his dilemmas all with the frankness that he brings to everything.  It’s the life of an  extraordinary man.  I think it will appeal mostly to Numanoids although there's a lot in here that will fascinate those interested in the making of music. So many different threads in terms of managers, distributors, record producers and record labels. Light shows and stage settings for the live performances. The punter rarely stops to consider what goes on behind the scenes. You buy the album and listen to it. You turn up at the show and watch it. And reading this book you get such a defined sense of how important every detailed aspect of his craft is to Mr. Numan. For those who make their own music there are some expansive insights into the creative process. The pitfalls, the highs and the lows.

After seeing him live the first time it whetted my appetite and I regretted all the shows I must've missed over the years. But I've managed to see him a couple more times including the most incredible gig at the Royal Albert Hall with the Skaparis orchestra. I remember it clearly because I had the flu and it was debatable whether I should go or not! If I didn't I would've let my friend down and she would've been devastated to miss the show not to mention my disappointment at missing it. So I dosed myself up. And feeling totally spaced out we made the trip. But while Gary was performing I forgot all about being unwell, his performance was electrifying. I was glad to relive it vicariously through the pages of his book.

When I finished this book......put it down.....exhaled......it struck me that Gary Webb really doesn't know how incredible and special he is, he has such an extraordinary talent. I do believe he will go down as a pioneer in the history of popular music. 

 




This is a photo of the sound check, Gary is singing with his daughter, Persia, on one of my favourite songs, My Name is Ruin.











I think Gary puts as much into the sound check as he does the actual show. He is a consummate performer. But, you know what? The sound check began late because he was still talking to all the fans. He wouldn't hurry and he spent time with absolutely everybody. I wonder how many other artists would do that? And he’s put that same care and attention into his book.




When I heard about Gary's autobiography I finally summoned the courage, or cheek (!), to contact Little Brown the publisher. I explained that I am a bookblogger, and also a Gary Numan fan and was there a possibility of a proof copy for me to read and review to coincide with publication day.  Time went by, and of course I had already preordered my copy from Gary's website so I had resigned my self to patiently waiting for that to arrive, when my inbox pinged with an email from the wonderful  Francesca Banks at Little Brown who gifted me a PDF of the book!! I was thrilled. For it meant that I could write this post and have it ready for the big day!! So thank you to Francesca, you made my day. And thank you to Gary for writing this book and, more especially, for the decades of music that I hope will long continue.

Wednesday, 21 October 2020

Interview with Liam Brown December 2017

 A few years ago I did a number of author Q&As for NB magazine. Sadly they're no longer available to read on their current website. But I still believe that what the authors have to say about their work and the writing process is important and relevant and interesting to read so I have decided to blog them.

Today the NB/Nudge interview with Liam Brown

 



 After I finished reading Broadcast, I read your Afterword and it made me really concerned for you. You said you were in a state of heightened anxiety. Does that always happen when you’re writing or was it just this book?!

 

Liam BrownHa! You were right to be concerned. I was pretty broken by the time I finished writing it. I don’t think I ate or slept for about three days when I hit the last section. Still, I think it’s normal to push yourself emotionally and physically when you’re in the midst of these things. You have to let it consume you. Besides, I never want to get to the point where I’m not giving it my all. Where I’m just going through the motions. Faking it. Because you can always tell. You end up with limp, bloodless prose. Or you just keep repeating the same things over and over, like a karaoke cover version of yourself. If it gets to that point, it’ll be time to hang up my keyboard for good I think. 

 

What was the motivation for writing Broadcast initially?

 

Liam BrownI was fifteen when ‘The Truman Show came out, and it immediately became one of my favourite films. There’s a line that always stuck with me, when Truman is arguing with the director: ‘You never had a camera in my head!’ I guess that stuck with me, so it became what if you did have a camera inside someone’s head? And then of course there’s the way social media has exploded over the last few years. The oversharing. The hyper-voyeurism. The willingness to hand over the keys to our privacy to major corporations. The need for validation from strangers. The way we’re all expected to live our lives in public now. Or at least, a curated, stylised, photoshopped version of our lives. It all makes me so very, very tired. And so I guess the book is designed to explore all that, both as a satire of social media, and as a lament for the real world. 

 

Regrettably, I haven’t read any of your previous works thus far and so I am unable to compare, but the one big thing that struck me about Broadcast was how visual the writing is. It was like reading a film! And I was reminded of The Truman Show and Inception. Is this typical of your work?

 

Liam BrownI guess so. I’m not a fan of fussy writing. I like bold, stark imagery. Don’t-tell-me-in-ten-pages-if-you-can-tell-me-in-two-lines sort of thing. I guess that lends itself to a fairly visual way of storytelling. Besides, the best books are the ones where the charactersappear to me like apparitions and burn their way into my mind. Where I still wake up in the night sweating weeks after I’ve read the final page. That’s what I’m always striving for. I don’t want to entertain people. I want to haunt them.

 

Following on from that, it seemed to me in many ways that the story would translate to the big screen (or even the small screen for that matter) really well. I would love to see a film of Broadcast. Is screenwriting something you do or would consider?

 

Liam BrownThank you, I’m flattered. Yes, screenwriting is something I’m actively pursuing – I hope to have my first script finished next year. As for Broadcast coming to the big screen? Well, a little birdie with a yellow bill tells me you might be in luck. I guess you’ll have to just wait and see…  

 

The story is very contemporary. It taps cleverly into the modernobsession with personal screens and devices. It shows you have a keen grasp of the various platforms and applications. (MindCast struck me as a very clever name to give that application, for when I first read it I thought it was MineCraft!) Do you have a techie background?

 

Liam BrownI wouldn’t say I’m a techie, really. I mean, I have a phone, but I don’t use it much beyond calling and texting. As for social media, I am on it, but I’m not a frequent user. For some reason, Twitter and Facebook have the effect of making me feel intensely lonely.But I did do a lot of research on technical aspects of the novel, running it by both a psychologist and a computer scientist to check it was plausible, if not currently possible. Although, having said that, I do think the technology behind MindCast is terrifyingly close to being real. Hardly a day goes by without me reading about some new technical breakthroughin the field of mind reading. I’ve got no doubt it’ll happen eventually. Or maybe it already has? I mean, you only have to spend a few minutes scrolling through Twitter or watching YouTube to see people vomiting up their undigested consciousness onto the screen…    

 

I didn’t particularly warm to David Callow as a person and I presume I wasn’t supposed to, since his surname is surely no accident? Is he drawn from real life or is he an imaginary composite of the type of person our digital age might produce?

 

Liam BrownI think it’s true that he’s very much a product of his time. What’s that horrible marketing phrase they use? He’s a digital native. I mean, I don’t think he’s necessarily a bad person per se. His biggest crimes are vanity and self-obsession, which are hardly in short supply in the celebrity world. No, I actually felt a bit sorry for David, especially by the end. He was just a pawn, too busy taking selfies to notice the rug being pulled from under him.   

 

I’ve learnt from previous interviews with authors that being an avid reader is almost compulsory for a writer, so a question I always ask is if you can remember the first book you read that moved you to tears (if any have)?

 

Liam BrownWow, good question. And I don’t know. I would have been young. When the Wind Blows by Raymond Briggs maybe? I think I was about nine or ten when I read that andit just destroyed me. Or maybe it was The Iron Man by Ted Hughes? Then there was Of Mice and Men, which I read at school. I’m pretty quick to cry, though. Old country songs on the radio. An elderly couple holding hands. Life insurance adverts. I’m a sucker for all of it. 

 

 And finally, what’s next? Are you currently writing and might you offer us a clue as to what we have to look forward to?

 

Liam BrownYou know, I tend to keep my cards pretty close to my chest, for fear of not following through. I’m never convinced I’m going to actually complete a novel until the manuscript is in the post to my publisher. What I will say, however, is that it’s another piece of speculative fiction, this time exploring themes of isolation and alienation. Also, I’m more excited about this current book than anything else I’ve ever written and I predict many more hungry, sleepless nights ahead…

Tuesday, 20 October 2020

An Interview with Ryan Ruby

Interview with Ryan Ruby March 2018


A few years ago I did a number of author Q&As for NB magazine. Sadly they're no longer available to read on their current website. But I still believe that what the authors have to say about their work and the writing process is important and relevant and interesting to read so I have decided to blog them.



Nudge/NB magazine interview with Ryan Ruby


Congratulations on The Zero and the One; I found it to be an impressive debut. Could you tell us a little about your initial motivation for the novel and how you came to write it?


Ryan Ruby: That’s very kind of you to say. I’d be happy to. Some writers begin with a character, a plot, or even an image, but because of the way my mind works, I begin with a form. The idea for a way to tell a story comes to me before I know what story I want to tell and what I end up doing is trying to find the story that can be retrofitted into the formal structure I’ve come up with. 


In the case of manuscript that would become The Zero and the One, I was trying to find a story that I could be told as a “four handed novel” with my friend and fellow writer JW McCormack.  As the name implies, a four handed novel is a novel written by two people rather than one: one writer writes a chapter, passes it on to the second writer, who elaborates on what has been written, returns it to the first writer, and so on. The idea I hit upon was a story in which a ghost seeks revenge on someone who had wronged him in life, with one writer writing from the perspective of the vengeful ghost and the other writing from the perspective of the person who has wronged him. “Two characters, let’s call them A and B, have engaged in a suicide pact,” I said, thinking aloud while JW listened patiently over coffee. “But A backs out at the last second. The ghost of B haunts A in an attempt to drive him to suicide, in order to finish what they had started.” JW took a sip from his mug and told me he thought it was a terrible idea.


The reason I remember this is because we had this conversation on Christmas morning, 2011. I was in Knoxville, Tennessee, celebrating the holiday for the first time with JW, his partner Claudia, and his family. In the hour before dinner, when last minute preparations were increasing the stress levels in the house, JW suggested we take a walk. A block away was a muddy ditch about ten feet deep and a quarter of a mile long that intersected the street and made up the lower boundary of a field that lay behind the houses on JW’s street. At the midpoint of the ditch, JW told us, was a tree house where local kids stole away to have their first kisses and smoke their first cigarettes. We walked slowly through the ditch, which was lined with kudzu and filled with old washing machines and discarded car parts, careful not to get mud on our clothes. By the time we reached the tree house, dusk had fallen and we had to get back for dinner. I observed that it would be quicker and cleaner if we climbed out of the ditch and walked diagonally across the adjacent field, instead of going back the way we had come. Leading the way, I hopped the fence at the other end of the field and found myself in the driveway of one of JW’s neighbors’ houses, where a young boy, who couldn’t have been more than ten years old, was standing on his porch, pointing a rifle at me. “You there,” he said, in a high-pitched voice. “Don’t you move.” I lifted my hands above my head and tried to make a panicked gesture to JW, who was now helping Claudia over the fence, to tell them they should stay where they were. “Pardon me sir,” I said with a shaking voice and exaggerated servility. “I’m a guest of your neighbors, the McCormacks. You’re doing a great job protecting your house, sir. I was wondering if you’d let me and my friends JW and Claudia,” who had not understood until they were standing next to me why I had been waving my upraised hands at them, “pass safely through your driveway, sir.” The boy looked at me skeptically. “And what’s yer name?” I told him. “Nah, Ah’m Ryan,” he said. I couldn’t tell whether he was amused by this happy coincidence or wanted me to know which of us our name really belonged to. He pointed the rifle at the end of the driveway and back at us. “Now, git.” 


Several months later, I was in Oxford, visiting my partner, who had recently gotten a job there, and I was looking for a way to join her permanently. A magazine based in Europe had recently announced a novella competition, with a sizable check and paid travel for the winner. I decided that I would try out the idea I had shared with JW and submit the story of the failed suicide pact, starting with the chapters narrated by A, now Owen, the one who had backed out at the last second. But by the time the deadline for the competition had arrived, I was way above the allotted word count and hadn’t even begun writing the chapters from the ghost’s—now called Zach—perspective. The ghost’s chapters would never end up being written, but the final form of The Zero and the One would mirror the original conception as a four handed novel, alternating not between the perspectives of a living person and a ghost, but between Oxford and New York, the two principle settings. And many of the elements from that Christmas—a stranger far from home, a gun, a muddy field, accented English, class differences, first love and first cigarettes, a dangerous double—would ultimately find their way into the fabric of the finished book.

 I found your writing style quite refreshing and it struck me that there was something classic about it. Was that a conscious effort on your part or is it representative of your natural writing style?


Ryan Ruby: Refreshing is kind of you, but I’ll admit that I’m not quite sure what you mean by ‘classic.’ I actually think of the novel as having two, maybe three, different styles. The book’s chapters alternate between different temporalities—present, past—that correspond to different locations—New York, Oxford. Although the narrator—Owen Whiting— remains the same, it seemed important to me to give the odd chapters a different style and mood than the even ones. 


For the New York chapters, set in real time, I drew upon the fragmentary first person present you’ll find in the French nouveau roman, where the point is to convey the immediacy of action and to confront the reader with a sense of the limitations of the narrator’s knowledge. The resulting mood is one of disorientation and dread, of Owen’s being blown about by forces beyond his understanding and control. In the Oxford chapters, the prose style is drawn from the tradition of lyrical realism more characteristic of, well, the ancien roman, which allows Owen the time to analyze and reflect in a mood of elegiac nostalgia. 


Zadie Smith’s essay “Two Paths for the Novel” was often on my mind as I wrote The Zero and the One. In it, Smith plays Tom McCarthy’s Remainder (the representative of the tradition of what I’ve here called the nouveau roman) off against Joseph O’Neill’s Netherland (the representative of what I’ve here called the ancien roman). One of the things that I was hoping to show with this split-style approach is that these two “paths” don’t necessarily have to diverge, but can be brought together in the same novel.


A review I read online somewhere described your book as a ‘philosophical thriller’. Does such a description please you?


Ryan Ruby: It doesn’t please me or displease me. It’s not inaccurate, but nor is it really a description: it’s a label. To be honest, outside of “work of genius,” for a description of my book to please me, it’s going to have to be at least a full sentence long. I didn’t write 75,000 words for it to be summed up in two. 

 Possibly following on from that, are you bothered by genres? Do you have a genre that you see The Zero and the One comfortably fitting into?


Ryan Ruby: Yeah, after that, I think you can probably guess what I’ll have to say about this. Readers shouldn’t forget that these days “genre” is a term that is meaningful only to publishers, publicity departments, and booksellers: that is, people who are trying to make money off of you. On the one hand, I get it. If you’re one of these people, you’ve got to find some way to get the book you’ve sunk cash into into the hands of people who have probably never heard of the author in order to recoup your investment. So you, Publishing Professional, simplify, reduce, categorize, try to generate expectations for the new commodity on the basis of its similarities to other, already-existing commodities on the market. 


But no writer—at least no writer worth reading—thinks of his or her book as a commodity. A good book is supposed to violate, defy, or at the very least play around with the so-called reader-expectations publishing professionals use to define genre. (I mean, do you really want to read a book that merely meets your expectations? Wouldn’t it be better if it were to exceed them?) It follows from this that a good book by definition cannot “comfortably” fit into a genre, or any other a priori category for that matter. 


Now I’m not so conceited or poorly-read as to believe that my book is entirely without precedent or totally different from every other book out there. It’s recognizably a novel with sociologically and psychologically plausible (which is not to say mentally healthy) characters, who operate in existing geographical spaces during an actual historical moment. It has a sensibility it would not be unfair to characterize as gothic. It shares plot elements and literary tropes from other books, some of whose authors may be content to consider themselves crime writers, or mystery writers, or thriller writers, or philosophical thriller writers, or whatever. MaybeThe Zero and the One fits into one or more of these genre categories, but if it does, it fits uncomfortably into them. I’ve already read enough reviews of the book to know that people who don’t read between the lines written by the publishing professionals on the back cover are going to be made very very uncomfortable by it.


 Suicide can be an emotive term. I think it’s quite a brave move to use it so openly in your book. I thought the reference to Sarah Kane was very clever in almost subliminally sustaining the concept. Many people have fixed opinions about suicide. Do you think it might divide readers?


Ryan Ruby: I expect it will. That’s just a natural consequence of the fact that readers are not “the reader,” plural not singular, a disaggregated multiplicity not an aggregated singularity. If you get a large enough group together, you’re going to have strong disagreement, especially where a serious matter like suicide, which touches the very philosophical and emotional core of human life, is concerned. But that’s not something that worries me at all; in fact, I welcome it. I mean, the book itself is divided on the question of suicide. And for me, every good book should be divided in this way, and therefore divide its readership, because good books transform their writers and their readers. If you, the author, have fixed opinions about a matter and you write for people who share those fixed opinions, neither you, nor they will have any chance of having a transformative experience, so the whole point of the exercise gets lost. Yeats says that rhetoric is made out of the quarrel with others and poetry is made out of the quarrel with ourselves. In this sense, The Zero and the One was written as poetry, not rhetoric. But it’s still a quarrel. The arguments about suicide that I put into Zach’s mouth are ones I’ll admit to finding appealing, but am by no means convinced of, and when readers eavesdrop on this quarrel with myself, I hope they’ll be both seduced and repelled by them, just like I was when I wrote them.


You’re the first reader I’ve talked to who seems to have noticed the place of Blasted in the novel, and I want to thank you for bringing up Sarah Kane, because she’s an author I deeply admire, for her absolute aesthetic and philosophical bravery, bravery in the face of her audience I might add. I would just tell other readers that she’s not alone as a reference point in the novel. The Zero and the One is a hall of mirrors. Every word in the book was put there deliberately to reflect the concerns of the book, of which suicide is one, and that includes every allusion to other writers, thinkers, artists, and musicians from Socrates and Sophocles and Seneca to Ian Curtis and Chris Burden and Sarah Kane.  


 Are Owen and Zach pure creations of your imagination? Or are they based on people you know?


Ryan Ruby: Well, Owen and Zach are both based on me, actually. Except they’ve undergone the following imaginative procedure: I cut myself in two, gave each character some of my better qualities and some of my worse ones; then I pushed each of those qualities to their logical extremes and imagined how they would interact if they were separated into two different bodies. This is why Owen and Zach may strike some people as polar opposites who are also necessary complements, and if I was able to pull this off, it was because I’ve had the experience of being an Owen-like person in relation to a Zach-like person, and vice versa. But recently a friend of mine told me that the character she thinks I resemble most is Vera, which I thought was rather astute, because Vera is the middle point who is being pulled apart by both these extremes.


I know that all writers are also avid readers and I always like to ask authors about the first book they read that moved them to tears (if any have)?


Ryan Ruby: You know, I can’t recall ever having done so. I mean, I’m pretty frequently moved to tears by music, so I’m not a total monster. But literature, never. I often find books funny: Paul Beatty’s The Sellout and Robert Musil’s The Man Without Qualities are two books that come to mind that have made me lose it recently. I think this has something to do with the distancing effect of a text, relative to other kinds of media. And as a writer I’m always reading with one eye to technical analysis (that is, I’m always trying to figure out how the machine has been put together and what makes it run) which can dampen a certain emotional involvement in, say, the fate of the characters, though books as different as The House of Mirth and A Naked Singularity have gotten me pretty close. This is not to say that I don’t find reading to be a moving experience at all, only that the affects generated by the books I cherish don’t generally follow the “I laughed, I cried” model of reader response. First and foremost, I delight in the virtuosic use of language. But wonder—the illusion, verging on hallucination, that all things are meaningfully interconnected—and sublime devastation—the brutalizing reality that nothing truly is—are the affects I’m drawn to most. I suppose I could list the authors that come to mind who are capable of producing these experiences, which, if you have the taste for such extremity, can be pretty powerful, but the book that includes them all, and most other things besides, is In Search of Lost Time. 


 Finally, this is a debut work and, I hope, the first of many. Are you at liberty to divulge what you are working on currently?


Ryan Ruby: I hope so too! From the first word to the publication date, this one took about five years to finish, and what I’m working on now promises to be more than twice as long and less than half as publishable, especially as, without some miracle intervention, I’ll be spending a lot of time scrounging up resources from somewhere else to do the research for it, which is going to involve lots of library time and travel time, so who knows when it will actually be ready for the public to read. The idea is this: I’m writing parallel histories of the development of the self and of communications media, especially writing technology, from its pre-history in the Oral Age of Homeric Greece to its post-history in the Information Age of Trump’s America. The argument is that, far from being outliers to their culture, poets have always been the early adopters of new communications technologies, which have in turn been essential in constructing our very conceptions of what it means to be a self. But rather than write a standard academic or even pop-scholarly treatment of this argument, I’m going to tell it as a story, and for that matter tell itslant, mostly through short fictional vignettes or episodes about the very real poets, inventors, archeologists, explorers, monarchs, revolutionaries, businesspeople, shamans, occultists, and media theorists whose life and work is germane to the theme. I’m calling it Into the Middle of Things, and whatever else happens, I really feel that’s exactly where the writing is taking me.


Monday, 19 October 2020

Interview with Ewa Dodd December 2017

 A few years ago I did a number of author Q&As for NB magazine. Sadly they're no longer available to read on their current website. But I still believe that what the authors have to say about their work and the writing process is important and relevant and interesting to read so I have decided to blog them.

 

Nudge/nb magazine Q&A with Ewa Dodd

 



 I thoroughly enjoyed reading your first novel and I was amazed it was a debut work because I found the writing so mature and effortless almost, although I’m sure it wasn’t effortless!! Have you always written, even if not for publication?

 

I’m really glad you enjoyed it. It’s exciting having people give feedback on the finished, printed book – it’s a completely new experience for me. I’ve loved writing for as long as I can remember. Even in primary school, I would put together short story books, which were essentially a couple of pages messily stapled and self-illustrated. I’ve always been terrible at drawing and that hasn’t changed. I’m just hoping that the writing has improved over the years!

 

 Poland plays a big part in this story. I had the pleasure of visiting the country a few years ago and I was struck by the gentle dignity of a people who have endured so much throughout history. Somehow you seem to capture that within your writing and I wondered if that was a conscious effort or an intrinsic part of you, as a Polish writer, coming through?

 

It’s interesting, because although I grew up in London, Poland has always played a big part in my life. Apart from my mum, my entire family still live there and I go back to visit them frequently. Many of my aunts and uncles talk about the Solidarity years with a strange mixture of nostalgia and relief. They’re glad that democracy won, but there’s a sense that it brought with it a loss of camaraderie. People don’t seem to be friendly with their neighbours anymore in the way that they were. Everyone gets on with their private lives. My grandmother, who is ninety now, has a similar attitude towards the Second World War years

 

The Walls Came Down takes place in three different countries. It sounds as if you have intimate knowledge of all of them! Are you well-travelled? Or maybe a meticulous researcher? 

 

I’m somewhere in the middleI know Warsaw very well as I visit at least once a year. I grew up in London, and have always lived here. I went to school in Ealing, to UCL for university, and now I live in Highbury. It’s a great city and I always feel there’s more of it to explore. 

 

Believe it or not, but I’ve never been to Chicago. We have a family friend who lives there, so I know a bit about it through her, but some of the scene setting is done through careful research into hospitals, care homes and even cemeteries. I’ve been to New York and California, and Chicago is definitely on my list of places to visit in the coming years. 

 

The pain that your characters endured was almost palpable and I was very moved. I also worried that you had experienced something similar to be able to write so convincingly. Is the novel based on your own experiences? If not, what was the motivation?

 

It wasn’t based on personal experience, luckily. The inspiration came from an article that I came across many years ago in a Polish paper. It was the story of a small girl who had been found over twenty years after having gone missing at a football match. She’d lived a relatively uneventful life in another part of Poland and realised her true background by pure chance. 

 

 Following on from that question, Tom’s story is both heart breaking and life affirming. The sections of that narrative that take place in the hospice are so authentic I wondered if you had some first-hand experience of such an establishment?

 

My paternal grandmother spent the last few months of her life in a hospice, which was actually a much more positive place than I’d initially expected it to be. I was pleasantly surprised by the atmosphere there, and the attitude of the nurses, and it was something that I tried to capture and recreate at Sunshine

 

 Even those of us who aren’t fundamentally political animals are well aware of the Solidarity movement in the 1980s and Lech Walesa, for me at least, in a positive way. It seemed as I began reading that this novel could have substantially become a political novel, yet it didn’t. Was it a temptation to follow that path or was that never your intention?

 

It’s a good question. It was never my intention for it to become a political novel. I am fascinated by the fall of Communism and the differences in people’s lives before and after, but I’ve always been more interested in human stories, so it was just about giving the pivotal event an interesting context. I thought a protest was a time of such mayhem that a child could easily go missing.  

 

They say that two’s company and three’s a crowd, but the trinity of protagonists here works so well. Did you always have the three characters in mind from the start or did that change through drafting the story?

 

Initially it was going to be Joanna and Matty’s story – essentially a sister’s search for her brother, but then Tom popped into my mind one day quite unexpectedly and the novel took a bit of a different turn. I also thought it would be interesting to keep the reader guessing as to who he is. 

  

 Did you have a target audience in mind when you started to write the book, or an intended genre? And do you believe such things are ultimately important? 

 

I set out for the novel to be a detective mystery, but I didn’t have an intended audience in mind. I think that people of all ages enjoy that genre, and my protagonists are of two different generations, which hopefully means that the story might appeal to a broader range of readers. I don’t think that an intended genre is always important – if you have a strong idea for a story that you want to tell and you feel passionate about it, that’s all that really matters. 

 

 Something I love to ask writers, are you an avid reader yourself? If so, can you remember the first book that made you cry?

 

I love to read and always have done. Most recently I’ve been reading a lot of Maggie O’Farrell, whose books I’m a huge fan of. Her memoir I Am, I Am, I Am, made me cry several times. But the first book that made me shed a tear was Roald Dahl’s Matilda. I felt so sorry for all the kids being terrorised by Miss Trunchbull

 

 And finally, having enjoyed this novel so very much, I am bound to ask whether you have another book in the pipeline?! And if you’re prepared to divulge anything about it?

 

I’m exploring a number of different ideas at the moment, also related to Polish history, but I’m not quite sure which avenue I’m going to go down yet, so you’ll have to watch this space!

 

 

Friday, 16 October 2020

Unfollow Me - Charlotte Duckworth - Social Media Blast

 Oh my giddy aunt! Nothing prepared me for the labyrinth of twists that meander through the chapters of this book. The prologue offered a hint but the following chapters led me into a false sense of security and I imagined I was reading a fairly straightforward, almost romcom, novel. “Breastapo” had me laughing out loud. A touch of genius.

Then……. it all gets dark. It’s one of those books where you found yourself hurtling towards the end in a kind of frenzied desperation to find out exactly what’s going on. Thematically the book can’t fail but make you reconsider your position on social media. There are so many people desperate to be “influencers” today, desirous of vast viewing figures, followers and likes et cetera. Reading this book might change your mind! So what is it all about?


You can't stop watching her.

Violet Young is a hugely popular journalist-turned-mummy-influencer, with three children, a successful husband and a million subscribers on YouTube who tune in daily to watch her everyday life unfold.

Until the day she's no longer there.

But one day she disappears from the online world - her entire social media presence deleted overnight, with no explanation. Has she simply decided that baring her life to all online is no longer a good idea, or has something more sinister happened to Violet?

But do you really know who Violet is?

Her fans are obsessed with finding out the truth, but their search quickly reveals a web of lies, betrayal, and shocking consequences…’


And that’s putting it simply…..

As you might expect from a psychological thriller, and as you might expect from author Charlotte Duckworth the story is populated by several dysfunctional people. Some more difficult to engage with which is just how it should be because in order to experience the full effect of this book you don’t really need to “take sides”. The writer skilfully tries to push you down various pathways and offer you some red herrings with your chips. Whether you choose to go or not is up to you! Seasoned readers of psychological thrillers may attempt to resist. Experienced readers of psychological fiction may think they’ve sussed out all the answers. I doubt it! 

The novel has several narrators. So we’re getting the story from their perspectives which I always find is another feature of psychological thrillers. I find it intriguing because the reader has to play amateur psychologist in a sense to decide whether what they’re being told is true or skewed. In fact although Violet appears as if she should be the main character she isn’t really. She’s almost a bit part player but she is fundamental and crucial to the overall premise and denouement of the novel. I believe she only has one chapter as narrator. Her function as influencer is the synthesis for the other narrators initially.

There seems to have been a little cluster of what I call anti social media books although maybe that’s not really accurate. There are fictions that are highlighting the pitfalls that can ensue from an unhealthy obsession with social media. But hey, none of us are guilty of that, are we?!  Charlotte Duckworth demonstrates a sound knowledge of how these platforms operate. And the GoMamas forum exchanges are so accurate and bordering on the hilarious at times that I can only imagine the author must have spent some considerable hours reading through online forums.

It’s a marvellously entertaining novel. And I always marvel at the creative plotting that goes into books like these. How the writer keeps track of everybody’s weird and peculiar behaviour patterns and their mental instabilities to end up with a conclusion is to be admired. I was delighted to be invited to the social media blast for the paperback publication of this book and thrilled with my gifted copy from Ella Patel at Quercus Books. But what do other readers and bloggers think? Check them out and see...



Thursday, 15 October 2020

Days of Falling Flesh and Rising Moons - Steve Denehan - Blog Tour



I scanned the notes I’ve written about these poems. I find them sparse. Often confined to one word - “perfect” or sometimes two -  “so true”. This collection of poems are so full of grace and dignity. I want to say simplicity too but that doesn’t suffice. For, paradoxically,  there is a complexity within them also. Denehan seems to put his finger on the essence of what it is to be a human in this curious world we inhabit, but not in a tabloid, cliched, social media way. Rather, with piercing honesty. Reading through this wonderful collection of perceptive poetry was like thumbing through a photograph album, not of photos but of poems. Each poem is like a snapshot of emotion and observation and so many of the poems are snapshots of love. And in all my years of reading poetry and fiction I think this is the only time I have ever seen the skill of Kurt Elling referred to. This man is not merely a poet, he is a jazz lover too!

A photo can convey many things about a moment, but a poem can go deeper bringing to mind a picture of life not just visually but emotionally. The poem Ecuador or Easter Island is full of humanity and compassion.
 
'there were tears in his eyes
I think
I smiled at him
he smiled back' 

Whistling Kettles was a sustained metaphor  for the simple joy of uncontrollable laughter and not knowing what it is you are really laughing at. It’s joyous.
 
'in mid conversation it came
 I felt it bubbling, the laughter
coming to the boil slowly, quickly'


Your Old Datsun Cherry reminded me of an Irish Jack Kerouac On the Road. A poem full of love. And an observation of that consummate understanding of how it feels to witness the relentless ageing of one’s parent and that role reversal that creeps up on you.
 
'you are still my father
 but sometimes, now 
in these darkening dusks
 I have the privilege
of being yours'


And as I continued through the selection one word came to mind, astute. Here is a poet who can see the depths of something simple and bring to it, with his poet's eye, that astute and pertinent, succinct observation that almost leave you with nothing further to say on the subject so complete is his perception.

I really enjoyed Salt and Vinegar. Maybe it’s because I’m old enough to remember eating chips out of newspaper. But I love the idea that we are eating the words. 
 
'those days
going
almost gone
in those days we ate the world


I also admire the arrangement of the poems. For example the poems Crescent Moon and That Saturday Night, on adjacent pages, are linked by by the reference in the latter of the title of the former.  In a sense there is no relationship thematically  but it brings the poems together with a subtle cohesion.

I found the poem Us to be a almost chilling indictment of our phone-selfie-mad culture and that peculiar nuance of human nature that causes us to be narcissists and rubberneckers.
 
'we turn our back on beauty
hold our phones out before us
click
filter
post
wait
bask'
 


Meteor Shower offers a marvellous juxtaposition between the cosmically amazing and the domestically mundane. 
 
'and when the celestial fireworks were over
 they were replaced
 with tea and television'
 
There were other poems that offer us this wonderful paradox, Why Are We Really Here? Where there is the deeper metaphorical and existential consideration and then the mundane everyday practicality of the situation.

This poet understands children or at least he understands his own child. Blue Paint -  conveys childlike wonder and that unwavering belief in a parent so perfectly. And then reading Bouncy Castles made me realise he had a consummate understanding too of what it is to be a father.

There are several very pertinent topical poems relating to our pandemic situation. In fact because Steve is Irish and I was very much absorbed by the Pendemic initiative  (http://pendemic.ie) I checked the website to see if he contributed. He had! And that’s maybe why his name rang a bell when the opportunity to participate in this blog tour came along.
 
Poetry is very subjective. And everybody's response is so different. I found these poems to be very accessible. This collection that might appeal to people who would not consider themselves to be poetry lovers or poetry readers per se. But this beautifully crafted volume has something for everybody.  


 
My thanks to Isabelle Kenyon and Fly on the Wall Poetry for the opportunity to read this wonderful collection and to be a part of the blog tour.